OK, so wasn’t it just last week that I was saying it was time to stop all the “battling and struggling”? The idea is to put more mindfulness into my approach to building a balanced life. So yesterday’s post about Wrestling with the Inner Saboteur pretty much undermined that whole idea. Doh! I guess that’s why this is a learning process.
And I must say that I DID go to my yoga class and I was really glad that I did. I felt fantastic afterwards. I always do. I cannot remember a time when I wasn’t quite sure about going to a class but went anyway and then was sorry that I did. Not once. It’s always positive. So why the resistance? I will keep working on letting go of that mentality in favor a more empowering one. I WANT to feel good so I also WANT to work out. Maybe if I keep repeating it, it will come true. Practice makes perfect (or better, at least) as they say.
I decided last minute to get a haircut today at lunch. I think it’s just the ticket for boosting my self-image. It’s a new stylist who’s supposedly good with curly hair. Let’s just say I’m cautiously optimistic. Wish me luck!